jealousy turning saints into the sea
From a very young age, many of my interpersonal relationships were marred by jealousy. Yes, I know I have talked about this at length before, but I wanted to reexamine it again with the recently dissolution of a 25 year friendship which, like so many others, was marred by jealousy. I've been thinking about it a lot, contextualized with everything that has happened recently. Also, I lied. I AM going to talk about what finally broke the camel's back. Screen shots be damned. And, once again, allow me to reiterate something about this: I do not wish for anyone to be jealous of me . I do not think so highly of myself in any regard, nor do I want to make other people jealous of me, wish that were jealous of me. That's not how I move through the world. First of all, being perceived in and of itself is absolutely horrifying to me. Secondly, it is just not a nice feeling! It's not a comfortable feeling knowing that someone in your close proximity covets something that you hav...
