Count the bubbles in your hand The summer sites And the southern skies

 July hasn't been as shimmering or as summery as June was.

June was just so packed to the brim with all of these lovely things. July has been overwhelming, underwhelming in terms of feeling  like 'Summer,' depleting, and miserable. I have just been so deeply disappointed in everything.  I am trying to tell myself to calm down, bc we are only 9 days into this

My right vocal cord has been irritated/ swollen again. It just gives me anxiety like no other. I am going to to try to warm up later today. I just wish that I could just enjoy the moment right now, and I can't.