It's a cruel (Cruel), cruel summer Leaving me here on my own

 A little less than a month from now, it will be the longest day with the shortest night, and then the days will start to get darker and darker again.

I can already feel my depression creeping in. I feel it seeping in periphery in the exact same way something unsettling appears in your peripheral vision.

I am pledging myself to going out and watching the sunset every night. To sit out on the patio and drinking my flavoured sparkling waters and just enjoy it for what it is while it is.

I fear this summer might be ruined before it's even started, but I am pledging myself to enjoy it to the fullest.

AND--this is going to be the most magical and romantic summer.