A woman stares out at the sea And light is only now just breaking

 Today is a bad anniversary for me, and I am trying trying to make it through today without crying.

This is my trying.

Not sure how well I am doing here, but I am at least trying.

This morning was the last Friday of the year. I just caught a break in the rain as I was leaving.

There are no street lights on most of my street.

Every morning, the timer for the gas station goes off and so do the lights, until they get turned back on.

I have light-up ears to navigate and be seen. This photo is way lighter than it was outside.

Commuting in the rain is actually The Worst™

I came home and was pretty over everything last night. 

I did get an angel number on the way home, though. 

I thought the City lights were neat.

It's the little things right now.

At least yesterday's outfit was so cute.

Again, commuting in the rain? NOT IT.

Toast will never let me make this bed, hahaha.

Christmas was A Thing That Happened.

Christmas Eve was slightly better.

I wore my favourite outfit to try to feel better. 

(yes, you needed ALL of these photos)

Nothing was open on Christmas Eve, so I just walked around taking photos, trying to get some serotonin.

This year has felt like a century in and of itself.