We're gonna paint the road A prettier shade of gold We're gonna take the time

I am starting to hate Halloween. 

I am starting to not know who I am as a person anymore.

The air quality has been very bad lately, and my voice has been suffering; this has also not helped very much. I am trying to be nicer to myself and my voice. I am trying to talk as little as possible and drink more noncaffeinated fluids. I am trying--- I am trying, struggling, and failing.