autumn comes when you're not yet done with the summer passing by 🍂🌁🚉🚇

 Hello, October. 

(Yesterday's coord was uneventful. I documented it, but didn't think it deserved a space on here.)

 I hadn't worn this particular coord (the above) in a while, and decided to try something new with it. I really like the way that this turned out. I decided that I didn't want to dive straight away into October just yet. I can wear monsters tomorrow. I can wear monsters on the weekend. I can wear monsters next week. I want to savour it, to make the most of it whilst not getting burned out on it. It's cold and foggy now, but it's going to be hot hot hot all next week. I'll have to do another closet rotation.😂 Hard to be an autumnal mood whilst it's 85 bloody degrees outside.
 

This fog is my favourite weather next to rain, and reminds me of the 1940s Wolfman film which I actually surprisingly don't care for, and think that the 2010 remake is vastly superior. But in terms of aesthetic? Vibes? Unmatched. I know people complain about the fog a lot (go back to Hell, Transplants! lol), but I see it as comfort, cozy, nostalgic. Like a blankie.

I kept getting dripped on by the fog, hahaha.

I don't know if you can tell in this photo, but even with my clogs, if I sit  with my back to the back of the seat, I can't reach the floor. 😅😤😩😒

I am going to spend some time this weekend seeing if anyone in town put up Halloween decorations, maybe get an autumnal-themed drink of some kind. Go for a walk, look at all the beautiful leaves. I've seen a lot of people talk about how much they miss the 90s Octobers, and I think a good 90s October would just straight up CURE me! 

Monday is going to be such an emotional day for me. I can't believe it's been 2 years since I lost Beatrice. I have already started to cry about it. I don't get to be sad about it in the way that I want to, or even need to, be, because I don't have a life where I get to pause like that. It does have me a bit worried, because my body is already starting to act up and I am already this weepy. I am going to try to be gentle with myself, because I know the world won't be.