Let me introduce you to the featherweight queen She got Hollywood eyes But you can't shoot what she's seen

 Two posts in a row with the same outfit. It's my blog, I will do what I want!

I still have a lot more thoughts.

I mean, this whole blog is basically me just yelling into a void anyway, with no one reading it, and I could very well update like 78 times a day.

March was so hard on me. I have decided to dedicate April into nourishing and replenishing myself. I really felt like March broke me and that I brain fog/ disassociated through the entire thing. I have made a decision to really commit to finding joy in things:

🎶💿 I've always loved The Killers, and my favourite record by them, Sam's Town, is turning TWENTY this year. What an insane thing to say out loud! I am hoping that they do something special for it. I know that Hot Fuss is the one that everyone LOVE-loves (and, don't get my wrong, I also LOVE it), and it had a special 20th anniversary set of shows. I will be keeping my eye on their socials for possible reunion shows and touring. Sam's Town just hit me in a special way, more than Hot Fuss did. It was more introspective, less glossy. It was less glamour and more nostalgia in a truly heartfelt sort of way. I loved all of their albums (even the first compilation, which I treated as an album) up until Battle Born, which other than the opening track, just bored me to tears. Wonderful, Wonderful was... okay. I was listening to Imploding the Mirage today, and, whilst I don't think that they will ever be able to recapture what they had with their first three records, if it were by any other band, I would love it more. I REALLY enjoy it. I feel like the writing is top class, the hooks are there, the infectious melodies, and the sparkly synths. It has everything about The Killers that I adore. Running Towards a Place really, REALLY socked me in my GUT. I feel as though if they had kept making great records that this song would have been a HUGE hit.

👗 I've really made it a point these last couple of months to put a lot of thought, care, and energy into my outfits every day. Even if I forget to post them on here, I chronicle them every week on TikTok in full week recaps. Dressing cute every day has become a huge part of my happiness. 

📚 I've wanted to start reading again, but my mind it too busy. I have a very difficult time focusing on books these days. I know I have wanted very much to get back into reading books. I have been consuming a lot of articles and I am still making an active effort to read blogs, write, etc. I am just still trying to read BOOKS again.