I can't stand this indecision Married with a lack of vision

 I love rain so much, but I am very much OVER IT.

The lights at the gas station we not working this morning and I was straight up sobbing in the dark and the rain. As you can see, the sidewalk was flooding. There was also a mud/ rockslide on our street this morning, and, thankfully, it was after I had left, so it neither hit me or trapped me in.

Yesterday, I was doing my vintage laundry outside and some deer paid me a visit!

Elmer was helping!

I had not seen deer in a really long time, so it was nice!

I found out yesterday that the American Psychology Association (which is deeply problematic) considers 35 to be the beginning of Middle Age. I had a micro-crisis, but considering that I still get asked where my parents are, I *think* I am doing okay?!

Even though Dressember is over, I am still trying to dress up every day that I can. Dressing up makes me feel better about things. It's just a little something for my mental health I do every day.

• Skirt is from Amazon (sorry 😩 )
• Top is true vintage from my grandma
• Cardigan is vintage thrift from a Catholic school uniform
• Tights are from Target (sorry 😩 )
• and shoes are secondhand from my friend
• hairs are from my cats lol lol lol

I love rain, but I am ready for a  break.

It's supposed to freaking THUNDER STORM tomorrow, and I have to take Beatrice to the vet for her semi-annual check up. Nothing about this is going to be even remotely appealing to meeeeeeeeeeee.