To pick apart my words as I'm watching you, move on Bitter pills that I'm swallowing, choking But you're better, but you're better on your own for awhile

 I spent this weekend basically deciding that I needed to be my own friend.

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This was around 9:20 on Friday night.

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I asked her if she made that mess and  that she wasn't getting kibbles.

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 Depression Girl Lunch on Saturday afternoon.

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After all the face-shaming, I am finally getting back to being okay with photos of myself.

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CATS, man!

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Depression Girl Dinner

Went for a walk on Sunday in search of an iced latte:
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Wearing a kid-sized shirt from a theme park I've never been to.

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Latte procured!

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And a treat! :)


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This latte was so good! (also r i g h t before I dropped it).

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That SKY. 

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Fake headshots (lol). (Also it's so weird how I look like two different people)

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h u m i d

Whist I am my most happy when I am alone, I would like to do something like a dating app, except for friends. I am going to try to be a little better about reaching out to local friends. I am have been also trying to endear myself to the local EGL community just for a sense of community. IDK I haven't really been "feeling" my other friends lately, especially since I can't tell who doesn't secretly hate me or not. 

:( 

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